Thanks

Folks if you learn anything from reading my stuff, which you may or may not, let it be this... don't get hooked on someone. Unless you know for sure you're going to get a return on your investment of time and pain, don't keep beating the dead horse.

Thanks

I’m thankful that you even bother to put up with me

I know I probably get on your nerves daily

I’m sorry for this mess I’ve made

It was a scary game and I still played

You told me no from the start

But I still tried to win your heart

I let you play

And that’s okay

Because it’s who you are

You never took it too far

I let my doubts get the best of me

I worried and stressed unnecessarily

Then I made it an issue

I somehow forgot that it was just you being you

That’s not okay

Although I mean it everytime I say

That I like you for you

I have an unconditional affection for everything you do

I find it ironic or somewhat absurd

That I’m the exact kind of guy that isn’t preferred

I use my words to say the same thing many ways

And most days

You’d rather call me a liar anyways

I tell you about my feelings, my attractions

But I know it means nothing without any actions

And I’m too afraid to make a move

Just to prove

That I really like you

I’m sorry but it’s true

I know I won’t change your mind

I think you might also find

It’s equally difficult to change mine

And try as I might

My heart won’t give up the fight

I still think of you as my light

But it’s getting awfully clear

That whenever you’re near

You’d rather I just stop

Just give up

I’m sorry I’m so emotional

So timid, yet devotional

Each new line I write makes me feel colder

I wish sometimes I was a bit bolder

It hurts to realize somethings

But It’s better this way... despite how much it stings