LoveSick Rant #1

Ah, more genericness... anyway, this is more a piece for me than for any of you guys, but... read if you wanna. Go nuts

LoveSick Rant #1

All her smiles and laughter

But I’m not the one she’s after

Not the one who makes her joyful

Oh no, I’m just the one who is woeful

How she laughs with such glee…

How she laughs not because of me

Rather there is one such other

There is one who captivates that flutter

The bright and buttery heart that lives

In that radiant chest of hers

It beats

It beats

*Tear

It beats

*Tears

It beats

…

Do I see the shine in her eyes?

Yes… it is there clear as the longing in mine

But… he is there

Yes he is there.

Generic Poem XXX (X3)

Yeah let's keep using this title, I'll make it a series! :3 Anyshiz, let the angst and hormones commence! (Like puberty, yknow?)

Generic Poem X3

I’m so lost, I have no ideas and no ways to go

All the roads are gone and all that’s left is a desert

Did you know the Arctic is a desert?

And it’s cold as **** here

It doesn’t end, there’s absolutely no road to walk

No one with whom I can talk

I mean I got somebody to call

But I doubt they’d answer

They’d let it ring and ring and ring

It doesn’t sting

I know why they won’t pick up

And I’m still gonna leave a million messages

Not a soul will hear em

I don’t even want to hear em

I sometimes don’t know what I’m sayin

It’s just… I could curl up and die

But why lie to myself?

It wouldn’t solve this linear equation

And I say that cause I’m flatting

I’m a line and I’m stuck, not single jack shit would get me out of it

There was a time when the lily petals made me smile…

But it’s been a while, it’s been far too long

And I’m not strong, never could be

He might be and she might be but not me

Generic Love Poem X2

Why don't I just spend this post talking about being an awkward introverted teenager as opposed to actually posting poetry? Yeah? No? jk ;P Enjoy lovey-dovey-ness

Generic Love Poem X2

That smile of yours is too much for me

I think I’ll just be upfront and call you a cutie

Oh don’t you just kill me?

That look on your face can still thrill me

The laugh on your lips

And sway of those hips

I swear it’s maddening

How saddening it is

That I’m only ever going to see you once in a day

Never for long enough anyway

I wish I’d say, stay a little while longer

But I’m not that strong… I want to be stronger

So maybe one day I could hold you in my arms

So that I’d have the charms

And maybe the looks

That defy the books

Get past the plays and defenses

So I can get straight to romances

Cause that’s what I’d like to do

With someone as amazing as you

Season of Feelings

Attempting to make the cut to represent my school in a nationwide writing competition... yay -_- In reality, I probably had no chance so yeah, no surprise there. It's a nice read, so go ahead :)

Season of Feelings

Human nature sways much like the swing of the seasons

Suddenly, subtly, it graduates from the simmers of Summer

Into the serene colors of Fall…

But how often does one fall?

How often do we chill into the brisk and blurry blizzards of Winter?

Do the winds of weathered relationships and stormier trips

Somehow stumble their ways into the Spring?

Or do they freeze and crack?

Shattering slowly and soundly

The flurries of flakes are fraught with frightening frays

Less than happy days

That make one wish the steams of Summer might once return

But the seasons are less predictable than we’d hope

Sometimes Winter lasts longer than with which we can cope

It’s a slippery slope I swear

The flowers of Spring are slow to bloom

They have yet to shake off the cold’s gloom

And perhaps they might not yet still

That’s assuming they ever will

Spring is slow to come and quick to end

We’re back at Summer again

And for how long do we sit in the sizzling sweat that Summer begets?

Sometimes the scorching sun

Can do as much damage as Winter’s done

It’s good fun

The shift from frenzied frosts to searing sweltry

From the lowest to the highest degree

The world is wont to weaving

Leaving, believing, and achieving

We are not so different, the world and I

After all, every fall I shed my leaves and die

Onesided

Ah yes, more angsty, unrequited love-esque poetry. Please don't hit me T_T Anyway, enjoy another rant based poem.

Onesided

Unrequited, such a depressing word

An un anything already sounds so absurd

And have you heard?

That life for a heart is unfair

The only single organ in a body of organs in pair?

It’s almost too much to bear

Looking for that other half of me

That other piece in someone else’s chest cavity

A tragedy, a travesty

Looking, longing, and loving in vain

There aren’t enough veins in my body to support all my pain

Ain’t it a shame?

Even if I’m not the best, I’m still worth a person

Y’know, if a person was worth something for certain

I’m uncertain, unsure, and unsettled

I guess you could say I’m restless and rattled

Falling to pieces and parts astray

I won’t die today

But I won’t live either

I will fight, but I still need a breather

And while my bones might break

And while my heart may ache

I still have a body...

I’m still a somebody

And I will take shit from nobody